This must be really painful Andre, and it sucks that doctors are really just salesman these days.

Your problems seem much bigger than mine, but if it helps you I wrote about my 7 year long anxiety filled and overthinking journey:

https://medium.com/write-a-catalyst/revealing-how-i-overcame-a-dangerous-7-years-of-overthinking-in-3-stages-d3155df2b7ac